The Luck of the Irish

You can tell more about a man by what he says about others than what you can by what others say about him.

I want to live by that. From now on I will make a move towards this train of thought.

*2 hours later*

Fuck. The one thing I want right now is a woman to shatter me into a million pieces. I just had to do that myself. On the other end of that issue is a level of discomfort that I never want to feel again. I could never put her through that. I don't want anyone to have to feel that. It would be nice to just turn off feelings for someone. Liquor helps. Now I'm not a straight whiskey guy but I've taken down half a bottle thinking about her. It's not working...