You can tell more about a man by what he says about others than what you can by what others say about him.

I want to live by that. From now on I will make a move towards this train of thought.

*2 hours later*

Fuck. The one thing I want right now is a woman to shatter me into a million pieces. I just had to do that myself. On the other end of that issue is a level of discomfort that I never want to feel again. I could never put her through that. I don't want anyone to have to feel that. It would be nice to just turn off feelings for someone. Liquor helps. Now I'm not a straight whiskey guy but I've taken down half a bottle thinking about her. It's not working...

"lol"

"I met an AMAZING girl! The timing was nearly perfect for the both of us and I'm not gonna screw this up so let's hope for the best!"  hahaha riiiight. I forgot, this is me we're dealing with..

"We Owned The Night"

Hey all! It's been a little while.. sorry bout that haha I just finished up my second to last year of my undergrad at ASU so I've been a little busy! So I just want to jump right to tonight. I met an AMAZING girl! The timing was nearly perfect for the both of us and I'm not gonna screw this up so lets hope for the best! And I was on the ball tonight!! We went to a wedding of two of my great friends.. Our group was the center of attention the whole night; shuffling to party rock, singing Journey to the bride and groom, swooning the women, yeah we went all out! It was an awesome night that ended with some close dancing to Sinatra and I gave her a rose. Totally made her night. And mine :)

Now I can go back... If you ever hear about me drinking alone, stop me, somehow. That last post about my first night drinking on my own.. Yeah that lasted a straight week and that was real bad... it ended when I was on one of my runs, pretty drunk, I ran till I puked. Proving that Captain Morgan is a terrible running partner.

No worries, that's over and done with now. Damn, this five hour energy isn't hitting me anymore, well I figure 3am is a good time to crash, gotta get up and work out at 6 lol.

Night all!
-T