"lol"

"I met an AMAZING girl! The timing was nearly perfect for the both of us and I'm not gonna screw this up so let's hope for the best!"  hahaha riiiight. I forgot, this is me we're dealing with..

"We Owned The Night"

Hey all! It's been a little while.. sorry bout that haha I just finished up my second to last year of my undergrad at ASU so I've been a little busy! So I just want to jump right to tonight. I met an AMAZING girl! The timing was nearly perfect for the both of us and I'm not gonna screw this up so lets hope for the best! And I was on the ball tonight!! We went to a wedding of two of my great friends.. Our group was the center of attention the whole night; shuffling to party rock, singing Journey to the bride and groom, swooning the women, yeah we went all out! It was an awesome night that ended with some close dancing to Sinatra and I gave her a rose. Totally made her night. And mine :)

Now I can go back... If you ever hear about me drinking alone, stop me, somehow. That last post about my first night drinking on my own.. Yeah that lasted a straight week and that was real bad... it ended when I was on one of my runs, pretty drunk, I ran till I puked. Proving that Captain Morgan is a terrible running partner.

No worries, that's over and done with now. Damn, this five hour energy isn't hitting me anymore, well I figure 3am is a good time to crash, gotta get up and work out at 6 lol.

Night all!
-T

"My Night"

First time drinking alone tonight. Sick of the games. Ready to leave this place.

-T

"My Desire"

To my "unknown" reader, thank you for reminding me about this blog, sorry but life is crazy. On to the good stuff..

Damn, it feels good to be desired. This is a relatively new thing for me and I can definitely get used to it. I haven't told this to anyone. And it's funny because only one person reads this nowadays.. but back when I was a pudgy, unpopular boy, I remember praying to be skinny and popular. Now that I've got it, the one thing I think I want is unattainable. Honestly though I'm not even sure about that. I just wish i could get her out of my head..
In other news; I moved out of the apartment and into a house with a friend. This place is awesome. We're having our housewarming party this weekend, I'll be sure to write more later.

-T

"...Those will be the best memories"

Damn.

You know that one song that reminds you of someone that you stopped listening to when you stopped hanging out? This just played tonight on a bike ride. With that situation I was doing just fine until a few days ago and now everything I see somehow ties back to those memories.

I completely forgot this song in the past months and when it pops up on my shuffled playlist, I instantly get this big grin on my face, nothing I could do to stop the memories from flowing in. I listened to that song and a few others for the past hour. It definitely helped pull me out of this abnormally long slump though! To be honest this is all just new for me and I'm not too good at it.
I'm ready to graduate and have a fresh start.


In other news, I don't think I put this up yet but rated positions came out and I received a Remotely Piloted Aircraft (RPA) slot about a month ago. It's a huge honor and that's where the Air Force is going nowadays. RPAs are the drones in the sky over hostile territory that serve in a recon and stealth capacity. I wanted to be a pilot and there is still a >1% shot at it. But even if that doesn't work out, RPA is still a rated, flying, bad ass job. We got our flight suits about three weeks back and just became allowed to wear them this week. I'm stoked haha.

Keep your eyes to the sky,
-T

 <-----   That's my friend Sam and I, she's alright :P

"Growing Up"

Hey y'all, sorry it's been a while. I'm just getting real busy lately. Here's a bit of knowledge for those of us who feel adrift in life with no choices in sight..

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So, take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. you just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.